I had been having an internal debate with myself for quite a while on one of those really colossal decisions. You know those kind of internal arguments that you can see both sides of the decision and go over it in your head day after day…after day…still never coming to a resolution? Yeah, one of those. I was weighing the decision to leave my corporate job. You see, I've always liked having…well…let's just call them "options". Despite the fact that I had been at the same employer since the day I graduated college, over the years I had obtained my real estate license (you know, in case I ever wanted to turn my House Hunter's obsession into a career), and created a LLC for a marketing consulting business, should I ever want to leave my employer. I had that dream of being a marketing consultant, working for multiple companies everyday, yet working for myself .
Making a decision that size can weigh you down. Thousands of questions (at least the way my brain works) are associated with that type of a decision. So, I set up the company, created a website, and continued my internal debate. For months. I guess you could say I was waiting for a sign. A sign from God that it was the right thing to do. A sign that I would be successful on my own. A sign that companies would be interested in what I have to offer. A sign that I could continue to contribute to my family's finances, doing what I wanted to do. And then….one day I got my sign. I am so grateful for my so very supportive husband (and entrepreneur himself). He helped me READ my sign. It was staring me in the face and it was Ben who figuratively hit me over the head with it. It was my time to jump. And so…after 12 years...I left. I left my reliable, comfortable, corporate career. I haven't looked back since.
It's been a month. Exactly a month ago was my last day in Corporate America. Since then, it has been a whirlwind of freedom and success. I love it. Just like God sent me the sign to leave, he has blessed me with dozens of gifts. Beautiful little packages that present themselves in amazing ways. Opportunities to work in different companies in different ways…so challenging and fulfilling at the same time. Clients that came and continue to come forward, interested in my work. And frankly, more work that I could have ever imagine I would be able to obtain in just a month. One of my favorite gifts...the opportunity to work an occasional school lunch without a scheduling nightmare, or take the kids to the beach right after school, or simply play with Stella on the floor. Oh, and that gift that is extra fun? The work doesn't feel so much like work when it is your own.
It's so odd to me…yet so fun...that this blog started as a blog about balancing the scales between a corporate career and young children. Navigating my way…finding my balance (if there really is such a thing). Now, I find myself in a whole new world. A world of working for myself. Building a business. Sustaining and caring for my family. All in a day's work. I am a mother…a professional…a wife…a friend...and a caregiver. Every day, shoot…every hour, those roles are shuffled and mixed. My work may have completely changed, but my roles have not. They are the roles I am meant to fulfill.
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